Saturday, December 29, 2007

Photos taken by DarlingHilda's camera during the 4th years annive (:






2 days more to say Goodbye to dearest Action City.
Also a Hello to Adminstration job (:
I'm excited.
Full of excitement. hoho (:


MRbf is fully Missed!


MRbfku tertdo while msging me! haha..
cute larrh he =P

andand, im pretty sure both me and MRhyrul are annoyed by each other's "aku rindu sayang aku laaah!!" haahha.. LOL!

he kept repeating the sentence, 'aku rindu kaseh'
while me on the other hand,
'aku lagi rindu hilmi aku lar!!!"
DOTS!

OK fine!
im missing MRbf too much ryte now tht i just feel like going to his house and gv him a hug before flying back home.. hehehe.. lol

p/s: dear sweetheart, if u do drop by my blog, i just want u to noe tht evry beats beating in my heart are onli meant for the onli you.

yes,
FOR THE PIECES OF MY HEART ARE DEEPLY MISSING YOU :)

i just cant wait for the 1st of Jan! yessaaah!
a dae outing with Rlove! (:
woohooooo!! :)
do u noe how excited i am?
yess i really amm, very much, very very muchh!! =DD

anw,
a msg received specially to me from him, the MRlove while i was still at work.
sempat je aku check msges hehe =D

''Keindahan pelangi adalah keindahan wajahmu syg yg sering brmain di mata hatiku ini. Keharuman bunga kasihku hanyalah untukmu syg bagaikan pantai dan lautan, takkan berpisah.



haha. Cairkan? i noe u akan cair tp tknk mengaku. Lagu ni untk u. U kene cari title lagu ni. tp hint, lagu ni sedap bkn dari febians tp dari amuk. hehe. cyg u''

IVE FOUND THE TITLE OF THE SONG!
Its 'UNTUKMU SAYANG' (:

im touched! yea im really touched!
despite the weariness of completing his projects at school, MRlove still stole some of his tyme from his busy schedule to dedicate a lyric to me.
i appreciate tht honey, very much! :)

u noe, ure sweeter than sugar! :)
i love you <3

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Sunday, December 23, 2007

THE RANTINGS DATED FOR FRIDAY; 21TH DEC 07 (:

Failed to follow the initial plan of watching the Alvin&Chipmunk movie due to some unplanned-rushed matter. thanks ehh MRmanager! haha lol!
Yet, both MRbf & me still had fun together, eventhough it lasted onli for less than an hour or so being together. hes reallie such a darling love! (:

Was about to get ready for the date, suddenly i received a phone call from tt funny yet annoying MRmanager saying that they're in need of manpowers thus both me and MSwatswats are trueli much needed for the dae, eventhough tht was our darn off dae. gr!

I was reallie fortunate to have such an understanding darling MRbf who actually let me off after 5pm and even watched me engaged in my work for half an hour before heading home. awww! how sweet! (: i heart u!

well well, we actually did spent some sweet time together rounding around that bugis junction mall. U noe, whilst we were at this so called soft-toys-teddy-place, i actually saw some big bears. But the onli thing that reallie caught my attention was the humongous tigger! awww!! im so in love wit it larrh caaan! haha.. no no, i don have eyes for any other bears. i ONLI hav eyes,mouths,nose,ears,and-watever-the-name-is for ONLI tiggers! haha for it reminds me of MRbf! hehehe.. dots!

Anw work on the dae before; fri was splendid despite the have-to-come for job. haha..

p/s: i realise tht if we change our mindset of doing smtg we hate to smtg fun and interesting, we'll actually benefit more than wad we will get and most imptly, the forcing from ourself will naturally change to be more willingly. thus, thts when the enjoyment comes about (:

THE RANTINGS DATED FOR TODAY (=






Anw, todae was hillarious as well.
When the bro-in-law met the darling father, tht was when e kecohness greeted HELLO!
haha

Ayah was actually 'in love' with MRhyrul haha..
im sure most of u wanna noe more abt this ryte? haha.

Work todae ended at 12pm.
And since ayah brought back the sweetheart lorry from his work place, ayah insisted of fetching me and my friends home. So yeah, tht was when ayah met MRhyrul. haha.. and it was hillariously funny larh seeing the both of them talking craps in the lorry. haha..

Before getting to MSwatswats place, both me and her were actually lying down at the lorry rear.
We talked. We shouted. We laughed. We screamed. but the wind was just too strong for us to hear our own voices. lol!
And that moment was utterly superb that the both of us were actually thinking of just lying down on that rear place without having to get up from there till the sun rises up the nex morn. dots!
how cruel can we be. pity my dad for if tht happens. haha

Anw, ibu, abg ical, kak yanti, izan, kaseh, along amah and along jas visited me at my workplace. how sweet can they be.. hee..
and those peo actually complimented tht MRhyrul's such a handsome boy and he suits kaseh perfectly. graaah! haha LOL!!

Anw, its 316 in e morn at this hour. and ive to be at my workplace at 1045am tmr. aiya! haha..
butbut, im excited. (:

p/s: Dear boss, thanks for the sushi, KFC, bubble tea etc treat everyday. ure truelie loved! (:
&& nurul, thanks for the splendid free starbuck drinks. i love you :)




AKU RINDU MRBF KU LARRHH!!

Friday, December 21, 2007

Gosh!
that MRmanager of mine is hillariously funny!
or perhaps, could i just add a liitle annoying term to that statement as well? LOL!

so yup. just received a call from him a min ago. and hell yeah, upon receiving it, i realli do feel like punching his head off his neck, like wad ive stated way earlier in my daily entry. haha.

FORTUNATELY, im good at bugging and him, very negotiable. so yeah, that somehow maintain my level-of-blood-pressure from going way up. grah!

Shall tell you further more in my next entry after ive reached home at midnight todae.

IM MISSING MRBF!
ALVIN&CHIPMUNK IS ON THE WAY FOR US!! WOOHOO!! =)

p/s: watswats, arini sway tuk kite lar seyy!!! ishk!! baru je kite nk happie happiee kan? haha =DD

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Im missing MRboifriend Loads!
aku rindu kekasihku.




HAPPY HARI RAYA AIDILADHA, PEO! (:

Sunday, December 16, 2007

I like todae.
alot of hillarious things happened.
haha.

Im beginning to feel comfortable when talking to that YOUNG manager of mine.
he apparently seemes like in his early 20s.
And oh.. i cant deny that he realli posesses a charming smile. hoho
the first time i saw him, i realli do feel like punching his kerek face off his neck. step manenye besar je.
But soon after, i came to realise that hes actually a very fun going nice MRmanager afterall PROVIDED if u noe him well enough. Haha (:

Well yah, for the 1st & 2nd day, hes the onli person whom i talked the least with. Perhaps, hes the onli malay andand u noe, i actually got that paisehpaiseh feeling whenever i talk a malay guy. BUT not to all kind of guys. It only applies to some guys which i think has somehow met my expectation. oh well, no, not that i like them or what but its actually more to those 'oh-he-actually-got-that-standard-kind-of-a-character'. easy say, i actually admire them OUTSIDELY. which means 1ST IMPRESSION DO COUNTS. no not about the looks but the way they present themself. mcm tkmentel la.. more to e serious kind of a person (:
kk stop drop e subj!

butbut. i hate the sudden eye-contact btwn me and him.
mcm electric shock g2 ! eee! ew!
k drop itt! haha

Anw, was very touched. VERY VERY TOUCHED.
u noe, i smiled all along because of this.
andand, this reallie made my dae todae.
really.
im so WOW! mcm semangat g2 arini.. hehe
MRBF visited me at my workplace, accompanied by MRazeez!
yessaaah!!
Thanks to u both! korang gerek arr!! rindu korang bnyk2 noe!! those gila-gila time haha
andand syg!! ur sudden peck at my cheek was so AWWW!!
i love you (:
Yes, i was doing my work at tht time when he gave me that instant peck before he went off. terkejut noe. haha..

Andand, Ilma, thanks alot for dropping by at the action city.
just the day before i asked u to visit me and tadaaaa, both you and haruda were here todae!
haha.. sweeet la korang. andand, im touched by your sudden peck at my cheek as well!!
tp tksempat nk balas balik. i so sad!! nex time, let me kiss you okie! (:

Anyway, i made a new friend todae. Introduced by Elfirawaty aka MSwatswats.
That ahbeng reallie reminds us of Sebast! haha..
well, he did came at the ryte time. since both me and waty miss disturbing and being disturbed by fun-going-gila-gila person, especially by ahbeng-types, suddenly that Panda came and popped up before us. So yeap, whenever we coincidently meet each other, theres always things for us to argue about especially he and waty. haha.. But too bad, i was separated from the both of them. for im in charge at the 3rd level while them, at the 1st floor. Worst still, im the only malay gurl who was in charged at that 3rd level. Vivian, i think shes on a long mc. haiyah. Still, i love my colleagues. they're the best.

And one very impt thing i adore about this job was the method that being raised by both bosses and managers.
After work at 10pm. all of us will sit around together for some serious debriefing regarding the dae sales.
and thats how i actually got to noe my strength and weaknesses. also most importantly, theres an opportunity for me to learn about how actually a business procedure runs.
To me, money and the pay are not the main issue BUT the learning processes is what im actually looking for. especially about business studies (:
No wonder, i enjoyed doing this job without complaining haha.
I somehow felt that theres an attachment btwn me and the job lol.
well if ure wondering, im doing as a customer service & a promoter for the company products.

some things which were highlighted by the boss about me.
strengths: promoting and serving customers.
weaknesses: guarantee sooon to come. but i donnoe when. perhaps, when im beginning to slack. but hopefully not. oops lol

Anw talking about customers, there this one chinese young girl came up to me and started up a casual chat.

girl:
hie! my name is chen (or whatever the name is) wats urs?
me:
hihi! im ain (: have u tried the neck massager? how was it?

LOL! cute la she! hehe i really like her friendliness haha

andand I LOVE MY CUSTOMERS!
k, ain da lame.
prolly because of her jakun-ness.
yela, 1st time keje maahh mcm tkpercaya g2 kan! LOL! haha

Anw, Monday shall be my off day for next week! WOOHOO!
but im intending to pop by the workplace.
Hopefully, MRbf would agree on watching a movie at bugis and then off i go to say hi to those lovely colleagues of mine ESPECIALLY WATSWATSKU YG TERCINTA! WOOHOO! Haha lol

Anyway, night!
1045am tmr! haha..
andand yes yes, im very excited for tmr's job! haha =)

yes, im lame, i noe! but isnt thts just me? haha (:

Saturday, December 15, 2007

i shouldnt have felt this way.
ive moved on, aint i?
ive let go, dindt i?
smiles (:


anw, ive made up my mind to faithfully stick with action city @ bugis
and forget all about customer service @ changi airport
thus,
i shall do the same thing to my reality life as well.



MRbf, a week more to our big dae!
im not gonna ruin it!
hopefully, ill get my pay by then..
hehe :)

a couple picnic by the beach perhaps?
sunseting at the beach bank prolly?
(:


Anw, job was uberly fun.
though its tiring for im required to stand and promote things for 11 hours with 2 half-an-hour breaks interval, still its a very interesting work. not onli that the colleagues are very nice, the managers and the senior workers are very gracious as well. We treated like sisters&brothers.
Even the boss cares for us. Fruit juices were bought for each and everyone of us. isnt he nice, moreover hes hensem u noe! woah! lol! (:

On the serious note,
ive learnt many things regarding sales & business operation.
perhaps thats the reason why im so 'into' it.

do take note that colours are the very important asset if u wanna sell a product.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Taken On Tues which was just the day before.
SISkaseh accompanied me to various places just to buy some clothes&accessories for todae's function.
And ohh, the office skirt was expensive. But waty's was much more pricey. oh man, should have recommended her to that cheaper monetary value shop before hand! haiya! wasted larr!
p/s: Watswats, lain kali kau kluar still can pakai tu skirrt pee! hehee! ;)

Anyway.. im sure ill be feeling worn out todae by midnight! Worst, for the past few days, ive not been having enough sleeps. Well, thts partially because, weird weird dreams have been haunting me lately. argh!

u noe,ive been noticing ur smiles latterly in my daily stargaze. and im very sure its urs. wonder why. strange, i noe!

Anyhow, on the serious note,
im missing cuzzen izan!
She'd gone to shanghai the day before. For her CCA purposes.
agh! im missing her badly!
She'll onli be back on the 18th! darn!
I wonder whos gonna replace her position. for when she's around, ill call her every nite and talk to her till in e late wee hours. hoho (:
anyone interested for the parttime job? MWAHAHAA! lol!
However, onli shortlisted candidate will be called upon for e like-real-macam-paham interviews. LOL!!!



Till then,
Good day!

Practically i think, im missing my MR'bigbro' Much! (:
well, tts the fact even if i wanna hide it due to some self-egos! :)
oh man! did i just say tt? GOSH!
LOL!



You agreed to the permission i inquired for.
i was hoping for a NO, but.......
well then, all e best for ur future endeavours.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Ive never came across a wonderful love story like theirs.
Despite the young age, they still think maturely; future-wise

I literally cried when i discovered the actual facts.
Only now, then i understand what love is actually all about.
Its NOT only about happiness.
however, its more, more than that.
In general, its somehow about emotion-mentally strength.
Also, it involves sacrifices.
yes, sacrifices for the benefits of the future.

That particular couple has reallie taught me alot of thing.
Thanks to the both of u who has actually expanded my knowledge on this literal thing.

Due to their young age, both partners has discussed about their relationship. For the benefit of future wise, the both of them has made a vow not to contact with each other for 2 years. Its particularly because
1st) they wanna take it as a challenge for them to verify their honesty&faith for each other.
2nd) they are sure to reconcile back when the time comes, if they are meant to be where their maturity level has rised up.
3rd) a fate(i shant elaborate here) which has destined by god that has made them to come up with these way out. ( do believe that theres always a blessing behind every tragedy/catastrophe, my dears)

It was basically a touching story. Being the middle person btween them has realli made me realised something.
time.. physical apart.. and even far communication is NOT the issue, leading to separation.
Like what these days couples always complain about.
Withal, they are actually magnets which pull and strengthen the soul and mental connection.
If their love is strong, nothing can beat it even without any verbal/physical contacts. Its all about in the mind that matters.
Its somehow the same like if ure a positive thinker, ull excell and succeed better than the one who always think negative. Thus, thats e reason why i conclude that its all about in the mind that matters! (:

So yea basically thats all about it.

Anyway,
All the very best to the both DARLINGS!

CHERISH YR RELATIONSHIP AT HEART NO MATTER HOW FAR APART YOU BOTH ARE.
BE SURE THAT THIS IS ACTUALLY A CHALLENGE FOR YOU PEO TO BRIGHTER YOUR LOVE RELATIONSHIP. IM SURE IT'LL BE FRUITFUL.

Just like wad your 'abg ipar' always say; TRUELY IN EVERY DIFFICULTIES, THERE IS RELIEF! (:



Im actually counting down the days for the four us to go out and have fun again like the date dated on 4th december 07.
andand.. KAU KATE AKU NGN HILMI ORG GILE, ENCIK HYRUL! ishkk!! hahaha LOL! (:

p/s: both me and mrbf are actually very proud of the both of you. we realli do (:
2 years let it be the years for striving of knowledge! and im sure after that, everythin's will be alryte. more than that, i supposed :)

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Was looking through all photos tht were saved under SISkaseh's folder.
And guess what? I discovered something funny. deadly hillarious i tell you! haha
im sure that LILsis of mine had ntg better to do at tht point of tyme. haha lol!



However, i was literally touched when i came upon a different picture, which consists the both of us together, during our 'romance' DOTS! (:



AndAnd.. Not onli that, but ALSO i came across pictures of me with KUZENizan.
Darn! im missing her loads! darling cuzzie, when's our next date? im missing ur cuddles more than u ever noe it, sweetheart! (:

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Permainan tarik-tarik tali.
wad do u think of that?
sometimes i find that particular game is somehow foolish.
yet still, some peo do play it, including me.
thus, i wonder why peo still toying it when they knew its somehow stupid.
perhaps, a fool is much more intelligent than me (:

Why do i called it as permainan tarik-tarik tali?
Well, if u see a tali, with 2 different person holding it at the end of each side, one person may pull the tali nearer to him. but when that happen, the tali at the other person will become further away. (well, if u get what i mean)

And then, the same thing happen again if the other person pull the tali towards her, the tali will then be neared to her and get away from the other person. get it?

so yeah, basically, what im trying to say is permainan tarik-tarik tali is reallie a foolish game for it will never end. cos eventually, no one will get the tali. and best part is, whats the use of this game if none of the players have a zero mindset if they would share the same tali at the end?

easy say, its just a waste of time, waste of effort, waste of energy and just a waste of everything.

why not, simply just LET GO of the tali and say GAME OVER.
won't that be a better resort rather than MAIN TARIK-TARIK TALI which is obviously something clumsy.

Well, one idea, if the grips cant afford to let go of the tali, why not use scissors or knife or perhaps, just use a bomb to BOMB THE TALI.
isn't that simple?

all the above told is the explanation why i acted as someone much more younger than myself; the way i exposed myself, like e way i think, e way i reply to ur conversation and evrything. being someone younger to u is the other way to stop myself from continuing the above game told. hopefully, someday ull get annoyed by all my irritants.
by all means, i actually want silence like the way we were before, sadly, i cant afford to eventhough how much i tried. yet, what actually happened during the past few days; meetings&calls were reallie like a dream come true for me. for once, i thought i was in the fairy-wonderland tale. unfortunately, i realised where im standing is actually in a reality world. farr faaar away from the fantasies. lastly, again i promised myself after ive done my task which ive promised to, a never-never after will soon take place :)

ok fine! i shall not dwell over this matter EVER AGAIN. this shall be the last of all in my everydae entries. I SWEARR can? fullstop!
start here. end here. more important things to think of. this is so random! argh!

BUTBUT...

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend.
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship.

When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times.

If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.

And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

Upon reading it from a site, i suddenly felt stuck. confused prolly? hais!

should i use the scissors-knife-bomb? or hm.. i donnoe. should i, in e 1st place?



you were always, always there whenever im in need.


Girl :
wads the use if for instance computer system is unable to read the hard drive?
Boy:
Even computers can be repaired and upgraded.
Girl:
Even if it'd been repaired for several times, wads the use of repairing it again and again if it still cannot be cured?


well, im still unsure of what the conclusion would be like.
we'll just wait and see..
would they still patiently keep the computer and try to repair it till it cures?
OR
would they cast off the computer and try to find the right one instead?

EYN AEYNN

Nur'Ain Ismail
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BLISSFULLY Attached
to her one & only Solely MRBF (:
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Own Laptop
New DigiCam
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Red Cardigan
Tt institution
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Car License
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White bag
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