Saturday, April 26, 2008
Like finally, after weeks of only calls and smses, the three of us reunite once again; PHYSICALLY! haha (:
And yes, its darn obvious tht we really miss each other to bits.
They really made my day with their non-stop jokes and laughters.
Really, i felt contented like never before.
Tht day was hilarious.
Really, those convulsive laughters we had were really marked by the boisterous merriments that were
unintentionally made by ourselves.
FUNNY larh! really! haha
Badminton with Bf, Dz and Arz, mybe Kz also,
at Jalan Besar CC afterwards.
Tagging along, anyone? =)
TAUFIK BATISAH WILL BE FEATURING AT SURIA, 9PM LATER! haha lol!
anw.. i found this abit cute larr.. haha..
Msges sent:People!! Anugerah planet Music TMR! @ 9pm SURIA.. casting taufik batisah! watchwatchwatch! Tmr!!Msges Received:Dee:I'll watch buT NOT for taufik ONLI! hahaMRbf:haha takyala.. i tkpaham bahasa die... hahaMRbigbro:watch him for what? haha, if its featuring me then must watch la lol!APELAR KORANG!!!
WAD ONLI NOE!!! hahha
When time is right ♥
10:59 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
So we chilled for awhile
or maybe more, LOL!
Was a good weather though.
despite the heavy falls during dawn.
awesome. just awesome(:
Days have been very tight.
Only today, i managed to be at home at around this hour.
Usually, if im not in school, i'd be sitting in the library either alone or with Tini.
From 9-6 then continue from 7-10 for school.
pethetic, i noe(:
Anw, school has already started for bf.
830-530 everyday.
Thus, we've not been much in contact lately.
even if we do, it'd be like a hi-bye messages only.
Well, it just happened that we both are down with a stack of work loads behind us.
sadness yet im still smiling(:
p/s: To those whom ive failed to reply to any of ur calls or msges, im terribly sorry. its not tht im beginning to leave u peo out.. but really, as for the time being, handphone is not my main priority like before. i even nearly lost it due to neglecting it the other day(: A THOUSAND SPLENDID SUNS is really in my top wish list for now!
The very 2nd book by Khaled Hosseini!
and im sooo gonna purchase it sooon either
end of this week or
early nex week!
Saya dah tk sabar lagi. penat menanti! argh! LOL!Andand..
I just felt like letting out a strangle cry!!
The cramp's killing me tht i just wanna put myself tucked in a bottle full of chocolates!
reallly!
mybe after that, i'd not think, even a lil tiny thing abt anything which has to do with tht cramp.
i wann chocolates! LOL!
p.s: im cant wait for this thur math's test! Dots! haha..mcm tkpercaya g2 ehh? hah
a lol!
When time is right ♥
6:10 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
What is song without melody
What is elephant without its trunk
And what is me without THEM?They're like the gem. The precious gem in my heart.
No one, no one can ever replace them,
even years later, when we're miles apart..
They're the one whos always there whenever im in need.
The one whos willing to brighten up my day.
The one whos willing to sacrifice just anything for me.
Be it time or effort; just anything.
I remmbered those days, despite staying miles away from Pasir Ris, Elfyee's still there, willingly, keeping me company to BF's house. Not once, but twice. And one of which was at night. close to midnight. Not only tht, remember when i was down with tht past separation tragedy. Really, tht was like a total catastrophe for me. Thus, in order to sooth my heart and soul, Elfyee spent some of her time to call me up. not just for one night. but almost evry night. There are more. Alot more to rant everything down here. I simply love her. and i really do. So much, so much tht i cant possibly describe here...
p.s: if... if only u knew how much i miss you TRUE...... Diyana...
The one whom i called as the Romeodiyansaur is the Romeo of all Romeos existed in this world(:
She knows me best. inside and out. The one who would go bonkers without getting through me even via the phone, just to ask if i was alright. She would do anything just to make me smile again. The one who could always sense if my smiles are true or fake. yes, she noes me best, inside and out. Also, the one whom i guess i share a telepathy with. I love her much. I really do tht sometimes i donwanna let go each time when we're in each other's arms(:
Dearest Elfyee,
I apologise for the hurts u encountered due to my doings.
I never thought u'd feel tht way. U noe, tht time, during the escape outing,
both me and bf tried not to go as the obvious couple, esp at town when putri left us.
But on tht day.. on tht thur, i knew it was my mistake tht somehow u felt neglected. im sorry.
Really, i nvr thought u'd feel tht way. Again, i apologise(:
Both Me and BF hope tht u'd still wanna go out with us and share the fun together again without having the
serik feeling(:
i hope u would, cos without u, theres no fun; the atmosphere would be dull and dead. especially when both u and MRbf start loyar buruk-ing, tht really giggles me loads. haha =)
p/s: u noe.. sometimes i just felt like hugging u each time when we say goodbye like how i did to diyana.. but somehow the intention just slip off my mind when we meet. perhaps, our heart has already clung onto each other's without we noticing it. and i supposed thts way better than the real physical contact. don u think so? ;)
When time is right ♥
10:35 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Studied with both izan and kaseh from 11am to 5pm on tht 12th of april.
Bedok lib was the location.
It turned out super great. learn loads of thing from Kuzzie Izan. esp maths.
According to her, all the mistakes i did was FOOLISH. haha
It was not abt the questions tht i don understand but it was more to my careless mistakes. for instance calculation error etc.
aiyea!
Anw yea, thanks izan for the math coaching! i love u! (:
p.s: Make up was'nt applied on that day. and im loving it; learning to get rid of make ups!woohoo =)
I was stunned. Bf's words took me by complete surprise. All i could do at tht moment was only stare, open-mouthed. haha.. and yes, believe it or not, upon reading it, my eyes instantly brimmed with tears and seconds later it just trickled down my cheek.
That was like.. the first touching words he ever said to me after for more than 4 years together. Finally, i could see his romantic side.. nyehnyeh ;)
goodbye MRego, hello MRromeo =P
woooshh! :)
Dear MRbf....
ive been wanting to tell u this ever since i realised on this particular matter.
But somehow, i just felt tht it wasnt the right time to..
Maybe, i shall take this blogging opportunity to express the everything out(:
I heard many stories from MOST couples whom their bfs' restrict their freedoms, for instance didnt allow them to meet their friends even of the same gender. Some of them came to me and complained tht each time they quarrell, their bfs' would ignore them totally, waiting to be consoled. And whenever they try to sit down and talk things out, their Bfs' would demand them to listen to what they say rather then being the listener. etc.
You, however were different. were so different from the guys that ive just stated above. You never restrict my freedom. even if u were to, it was actually for my own good. and yes, u think ahead for me; future wise etc. And the most blessing part was and still is, u never let me be on my own regardless of whathever the circumstances is. Eventhough u have ur own sets of work loads behind u, ull still make up some time just to spend ur day with me, even if it was just a 10 mins duration. i appreciate it. no words, no words can ever describe how blessed i am to have u by myside. i noe, its not easy for a gal, a teenage gal who is yet to see the real world to have a nice guy like you. and truely, i never thought we'd last till todae despite the sorrows we've encountered before.
don leave me for ill never leave you. never(:
p/s: i never, never noe tht ull full of jealousy inside. hmm.. express them out more often okay. cos i dyingly wanna see yr reaction(: hees
Dinner at Tampines Soul Garden was Marvellous.
It was a last min plan outing though.
Was supposed to study with both MRbf and his cousin; Kak Zana
but the plan was cancelled 3 hours before e meeting. hehs!
Thus, early in the afternoon at 1320, i fetched bf from home to his andalus class.
Hopefully he'd be glad seeing me eventhough it lasted only for like half and hour meet up.
And definitely, im extremely elated to have him by myside at tht point. woohoo =)
p/s: eventhough im leading a mediocre life, yet im still grateful to be blessed for having the people around me who cares for me much, like my family, friends even bf. i never, never want anything more than this(:
im missing my late maternal grandma.
thankfully, grandfather's still around for me to joke around with(:
i love them much!(:
AND GUESS WHAT!
I HAVE A NEW LOVER.
THE ONE WHICH ILL NEVER LEAVE BEHIND EVEN IF I WERE TO JUST WALK DOWN THE VOID DECK, WAITING FOR SOMEONE'S ARRIVAL.
AND YES, ITS BEING LOVED BY ME THAT I WANNA BUY ITS SECOND EDITION AFTER MAKING LOVE TO IT COMPLETELY! LOL!!!!!! HAHAAH..
its about afghanistan and islam. reminding us how long the people there have been struggling to triumph over the forces of violence which is still continue to threaten them even today. its really an eye-opening kinda book. Im half way reading it; 14th out of the 25th chapter.
Second book: A thousand splendid suns, and im so gonna purchase it soon! right after reading the 1st book(;
When time is right ♥
7:59 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAE NURUL((:
MRbf was absent from the celebration. Wasted.
Nurul misses you, u noe! haha
Ain:
ehh.. hilmi tkdtg tau.. hilmi sakit.
Nurul:
Die yg aku nk jumpe seh!
LOL!
haha.. seee.. uve just dissapoint e birthdae girl. haha
Anw, on the brighter note,
BF's sore throat is healing! WOOHOO!
thus, gonna meet him tmr. yayness!(:
For a swim or perhaps a gym work out..
not too sure myself. nyeh!
p.s: i wanna go gym! i donnocare! ibu has already nudged me about my body shape. seemingly, its growing horizontally. damn!
Anw..
2nd math test is on 24th april! 2 weeks more to go.
and hell yea, im so gonna make sure ill ace it regardless of anything.
insyaallah(:
p.s: Dear MRmath, we've been best friend for the past weeks tt wherever we are, we'd always be seen around together, menddling things with each other. Wouldnt u wann this ties to carry on forever, everlastingly?(:
so please.. do pop by my fantasy world and strike me with ur most genuine ans. thank you. and i love u, much!(:
When time is right ♥
11:18 PM
