Saturday, March 29, 2008
Firstly, im out of topics to rant about.
Secondly, im too fagged to either blog or reply any messages.
Thirdly, i just cried buckets over a tiny-weeny thing, some hours ago.
Yea, i cant deny tt ive suddenly became sensitive over
anything tht has got to do with tht thing.
I wasnt like this years ago, even during the previous year.
Only Dearest MRBf is aware about this.
Perhaps, i badly want tht
thing.A desire from aeons ago. Even before i enter secondary school.p/s: Pardon me if i were to somehow furious u friends out there for not able to reply to any messages/comments u peo sent(: Takecare.
With Much Love,
Ain(:
When time is right ♥
6:44 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
I vividly remembered how i had responded to everyone back then during my secondary school time when they told me it was already in the midst of March and O-level is just around the corner. All i replied was just a... March? uhh.. ntg MUCH. DOTS!
And now, its.. ITS MUCH MUCH WAY TO GO BEFORE I CLEARED EVERY CHAPTER. URGHHH! yea, basically, im feeling the utter stress ryte now. a feeling which ive never came across during the previous Os preparation. And the best darn thing is, ive only completed doing notes on 3 darn chapters for each of those 4 subjects im retaking. yea. 12 chapters in total. Pethetic! ha!
Nah. i didnt use the previous notes-making i did. instead i made new ones. Hopefully this time round, i'd have a better and clearer understanding in those subjs.
insyaallah.Anw, I better get going now b4 i lose e mood to prepare for tmr's math test.
ahh! nyte(:
nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih.p/s: MRbf, sorry for the msg i sent u minutes ago. Believe me tht wasnt me. It was my foolish mind who had disturbed u in e middle of wee hours. nyeh!(:
When time is right ♥
3:05 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Have you ever thought of smtg about life and destiny?
How they could somehow be related, in a way or another?
Well yea, was doing my bio revision earlier at 8am this morn tht my eyes suddenly caught sight of an
ancient thing at my 45 degrees from the right, which ive placed there the week before after came upon it during the midst of cleaning up my room.
weird. But true.
Some months ago, i thought ive discarded tht particular
thing due to some reasons and left with only one. And thus, since i realised tht ive no right in keeping it, i then return it back to the rightful owner with a
the end thought.
And yea somehow it really led to
full stop, forever after some
comma which lasted only for a few months.
However, at e point when
full stop really occured, like wad ive said at e above, the
thing which i thought ive once discarded before, appeared to be right infront of me. strange.
Again, ive no right in keeping it. for the obvious reason is, its not mine. And thus, im not authoritised to keep it in my possesion. So yeap, basically im out of ideas right now of how will be the end of the
thing. yes, i want it to be tht way; the end. the end of everything even to tht
thing.
I cant possibly return it again for the 2nd time. One time is just enough for me and i doneed
another.
perhaps 3 are just too enough.. Well, cant i just send it through fedex or smtg? Like wad ive said earlier, i donwan it to be in my possesion in any way. Flushing it down the bowl is never a solution for me cos i dont wish tht to happen. never.
p/s: if only.. if only i could just turn back the time, i'd never do something i shouldnt do.. i wish......
Anyway..
I miss my MRbf much!!! haha
Was not supposed to meet him up this 2 weeks due to our busy schedules. But then yea, we just met yesterday, unplanned. lol!
He called me up early in e afternoon(impt thing then only call me noe! alamaaak!) to accompany him to Comfort-donnoe-what for his bike revision. Fortunately, i was 3/4 to finish up doing the POA chapter-notes for this week or else.... i'd just chuck the phone aside. ANDAND, luckily i brought my phone with me yesterday cos
1st) i silent-mode it and
2nd) ive always put tht hp under my pillow each time i do morning revision. haha
p/s: U're such a lucky chap yesterday, darling =DD
So yeap, after ive completed doing my notes, i then met him up at Pasirris and we both headed to Eunos Comfort-donnoe-what? Centre eh? LOL! After which at 7pm, he sent me to school. Yay! =)
p/s: MRbf, sometimes i wonder why don u just leave ur MSgame and fetch me from home to sch and vice-versa instead. HAHA! =) lol! (:
Shall stop here. SISkaseh's calling me to entertain her. hehs!(:
Takecare!
When time is right ♥
11:03 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU ((:You are the only one who love me true. The one that knew my every single bad habit, my strength and the time i would let myself lose and just scream around the house and laugh like a mad child - releasing tension. You know the perfect time when i crave for tea and will always buy my favourite chocolate each time i ring you up for one. The one that will sacrifice the energy and time to help me in everything i need. You're the only person that know me best.
You were part of the pill that makes me happy. You are my role-model , my best friend and because of you i have so many reason to smile and discover new meaning to life . I'll always try to carve the sweetest smile on your face, cause each time i did, it made me feel content. I'm sorry for every single mistake I've made. I'm sorry i made you worried with my tear stained face and eyes. I know you gonna question me about it but I'll divert the conversation into something else. I'm sorry.
I can't imagine my life without you, ibu. You're the best gift any child could ever ask for. No words could explain how thankful i am to have you. I am bless to have you in my life. So bless.
I love you, ibu (:
-aeynn<33Today was a blast. Celebrated ibu's birthdae at Hans River located at Simei.
Ate till our stomachs were fully bloated. haha.
Everyone was having so much fun.
Especially ibu with her never-ending laughters. haha =D
day after todae.. SUNDAY!
woohoo!
another long freee time to enjoy e day with my dearie friends aka subjects.
haha.. lol!
Yea.. revisions and to self-summarise all the noted chapters. =D
jyeah! LOL!
takecare sweethearts! =D
When time is right ♥
10:52 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
Today's outing was awesome.
Frankly, its beeen aeons since both MRbf&Me have a window-shop date together.
Perhaps, today just marks e free day for the both of us. hoho.
Furthermore, ive completed all my homeworks tht were given just the week before.
yeeehaa! =D
Wore that type of scarf-style for today's date.
Unfortunately, it was preferred by MRbf NOT!
hmph!
Thus, he insisted me to change it to e usual way.
So, from whitesand, after his friday prayers, we straight away headed Tanjong Katong Complex via train, where he bought me a pink scarf.
(hmm.. sanggup lol) haha
and oh btw, it took us approx around 10-15 min just to choose the matching color scarf. haha dots!
Yes, it was superbly fun indeed eventhough deep down, i just felt like strangling someone! haha =D
Since there was'nt any straight bus to vivo from paya lebar, bus 2 was then taken and we, after which allighted at somewhere bugis's area and took the train to Vivo.
Walked. Chatted. Argued. Window-shoped. Sight-seeing etc till both of our legs got numbed. haha. But i think, mine was worst! (:
And we then ended the dae by buying ibu's birthday prezie.
; A handbag and a purse :)
Happy Advance 42th Birthday Ibu!!(:p.s: someone got shocked when i talked to my shoe ALONE tht he instantly spit out the drink that he just drank. ISHK! well, like u always noe, im friendly to everyone and everything. Thus, tht MRshoe of mine is one of those as well. heh! (:Anw, to my dearest MRbf, the reason why i frequently rejected ur offer of buying me things or smtg was because i donwana be seen as someone who goes after ur cash or anything. For i need ntg but just ur sincere never-ending love(: literally.... i love you..
And I'll pray, may this once-forever-never-ending issue stop itself from arising once again in the future(:
Amen.Oh btw, since someone has been telling me tht both MRbf&Me apparently seems like e cartoon TOM&JERRY, mrbf actually bought me the cd just to let me watch wad actually lies in tht particular cartoon-scenes. HAHA lol! thanks sweetheart(:
p/s: I JUST REALISED THAT THERES 2ND EDITION OF LITTLE MERMAID. PART TWO! i dyingly wanna watch it!! graaah! LOL!Till then,
Good nite and takecare LOVES!(:
When time is right ♥
11:38 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
Darn!
i just couldnt resist myself from blogging todae, after days of being hiatus-ed.
aiya!
Anw on the brighter note,
ive completed my POA homework! woohoo! (:
Been stucked infront of the PC for like 2 hours busying with tht microsoft excell. hoho.
And it pretty seemes lyke it'll be my next MRbestfriend for another few more months before the final exams come. hoho =)
And oh btw,
ive sums of pictures to upload. Yes, i wanna delete all of them from e memory card. And no, im not gonna save them in my documents and make this poor PC lack once again. photobucket is
extremely annoying. hais.
Pictures taken on Sunday. On the way and At JohoreB(:
Earlier in the morn at 4am, 2 msges and 3 miss calls were received from RomeoDee. Was supposed to meet her up at 8am to keep her company for her checkup app. But we ended up dragging the meeting time to 12pm instead. The reason was simply because the both of us were overslept. BEST!(: haha
And yes, Obviously ive nothing better to do other than camwhoring while waiting for RomeoDee to finish up her touching up of make up. ishk! haha =D
We then ended up the day by watching the spiderwick and the chronicles at TampMall.
The Movie was GREAAAAT! yes, very much LOVED by the both of us! woohoo! =D
Oh yaa!
there're another sums of photo to be published. The gathering of the GFs.
Deeanna. Elfyee. Aeynn. <33
HELLO KITTY SYMBOLISES
AEYNN.
WHILE
DORAEMON REPRESENTS
DEEANNAAND ON TOP OF THAT,
PINK SYMBOLISES
GIRL(JULIET)WHILST
BLUE REPRESENTS
BOY(ROMEO)so kene lah tu hellokitty and doraemon.blue and pink. alaaa.. sweet nyee!!(= heheLOL!
CANDID! shiok ar!
p.s: To both GFs... oops.. jgn maraaa ye! haha. sememangnya, seperti mana yg telah ku katakan, aku memang takde kerja.. jadi korang paham2 je lah ye! (:
Some days ago, this masterpiece was caught sight of during the midst of cleaning up of my room.
Received from MSromediyanasaur. A soon to be 3 years old masterpiece. sweet ey? hehe =)
Yes yes, i remembered that was done during geography class. haha. =))
LOL!
When time is right ♥
11:55 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Urhm...
Was fetched by ayah from Unity sec to home yesterdae.
At around 10pm.
But before that, we went to this coffee-shop for late supper.
Fish and chicken burger were savoured. Delicious (:
woo~
Anw,
In the middle of chatting, i then suddenly asked ayah his opinion on this particular thing.
Ayah:Maybe the person wants u to use ur brain and think for the solution urself rather than always depend on others. The moment i heard it, i actually told myself perhaps for all these while, ive been imagining things. Even ayah agreed to it after i told him about my beliefs.
I should have used my brain more than the darn guts feeling in e past.
urgh!
Well, on e contrary, i should be grateful tho that ive now realised my own foolishness(:
p.s Im going hiatus from todae onwards. Till we meet again(:
When time is right ♥
12:00 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
No wonder MRbf assured me that there'll be a surprise when after i fetch him from his madrasah on last sun. hmm. haha lol!
Really, i wasnt inform any bit abt me going out with both his parents and sibling(:
Anw, the outing went swimmingly smooth. well, it is not tht ive not gone anywhere with them before this but yea, u noe the feeling deep inside about how would they judge me and all is still curious me much. So yup, tht was the feeling i encountered tht dae. haha (:
And oh, Someone has already owned a psp. haha all the very very best with u and ur psp yea! gr! haha :D
p/s: U better not use or say any bit abt ur NEW lover or i shall then confiscate it as MINE! gr! haha :P
Btw, night classes have been very good. and yes, each dae i'd feel frantically excited to attend those classes. ive got a goal in mind and i very well wanted to successfully achieve it(:
For the sake of future wise(:
insyaallah.
Anw, smtg just struck me at the head. yes, suddenly.
Elfyee:
Why suddenly u intend to wear scarf?
Kaseh&Izan:
Why suddenly wear scarf?
LOL!
They are not the only peo who has been asking me tht ques. There are more, more peo. harh!
apelarr korang!
And oh ya, according to them, i look pretty much an innocent girl from a clean-handed outer-space. lol! But once im without the veil, im somewhat looks lyk 'muke mcm nk penampar je'
really meeehh? am i tht bad? LOL! haha
Ok then, i shall go through all my past photos and try to infer whether i do look like one.. hmph. haha(:
p/s: IM NOT!! IM GHUAI OKEY! haha lol! perhaps, im just lack of smiles. haha ;) ohno! im NO arrogant hoho =D
Ever since ibu and ayah bought me tht long dress from 1st lady, i then started to fall in love with it eventhough i admit those were'nt my type of clothes initially but hey, who cares. i guess, i rather use smtg loose and long then which is tight and short(:
So, if u peo were to ever see me in that type of outfit, pls dont be shock, lyke some peo whom i noe! LOL! haha(:
p/s: thanks ayah and ibu! i simply adore it! hehe(:
IM IN LOVE WITH THE NOVEL P.S. I LOVE YOU.
HALF WAY READING IT AND IVE ALREADY CHARMED BY IT!(:
GO TRY READING IT AND IM SURE ULL FEEL AS MUCH OVERWHELM AS I DO!(:
Darling Mrbf has already promised to read it after me so to u peo out there, wats the waiting for. hurry and grab the book while stock's last and i can assure u its 10 times better than the movie! Really!(:
When time is right ♥
12:11 AM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
The Outing with both Didi&Mimi was awesome.
Especially tht Mimi with his bunch of Loyar-buruk.
oh maan, he really reminds me of my lovely MRbf.
hehe.
I wonder does all HILMI loves loyar-buruking? HAHA!
lol
Was supposed to go out with ROMEOdiyanasaur since i was asked to be the adviser for her
monthsary's gift. But then we ended up being followed by her BF as well. graah! haha ;)
p/s: thanks eh mimi! baru je aku nk berdue2an dgn romeo aku! hmph! LOL! :P haha
Anw, tht was when all kinds of crazy ideas came about just to prevent Mimi from knowing tht the gift bought was actually for him! haha LOL!
Really, the ideas were incredibly ridiculous! haha
DOTS! =)
Anw, the photos above were taken on last Friday.
It was a last min plan outing though.
Nonetheless, it turned out simply greaat!!
Well, since the photos have been put up, i shall then say no more
as im sure from those neos above, it was clearly infered tht how we've enjoyed and cherised each and every moment together.
Right GFs? ;)
To whom it may concern,
Dear MRbf,
Im sure we hav learnt quite abit abt our relationship during the past few days, be it good or bad.
And i hope, from all these, we could therefore bring joy to our life in our together near future.
For sure, ive made a stand and that is to be with you, in all matters(:
I love you.
And when i say i love, it'll meant forever.
p/s: i wanna be with you as much as u wanna be with me, love(:
When time is right ♥
1:30 PM
