Thursday, January 24, 2008

facebook is presently ventured.
no. im not putting any risk on facebook haha.
but ive been taking a risk for not having any well sleep the night before.
and worst, i immediately attacked facebook once the dawn say hello.
which is currenly now.

approximately 5 hours and a half to result.
school uniform has already been ironed.
and now, it only needs the owner to put it on.
which tht will be around 3 hours and a half more to go.

anxiously delirilious.
yet nervous.
thus far, im really excited.
nevertheless im much nervous.
and it goes on and on.
LOL! (:

Well, wad if..
wad if dreams are no longer reality's? wad if reality were meant to become just fantasy?
wad if?
ive never tot of tht before.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Well wad can i say now.
im just not into words at this moment.
perhaps, im merely too tired or simply just plain lazy.
haha..
or prolly 2 in 1. lol =)

Alryte then, i shall post some pictures which were taken the dae before with the biols (:
and then followed by a summary of the dae.
tht'l be a much better resort rather than leaving empty spaces here. heh! (:

Life since the start of work was pretty much interesting and full of joy but somehow sooner or later, ull begin to feel the weariness. Thus, ive then learnt in order to engage in work in the near future, it is important to persue a job which u urself favour it deep within ur dream and soul. Tht is for even if u feel the stress or fatique, but once u have the passion in it, nothing will then be able break it apart. hence, the job will then slowly turn into something which u will want to do the best in no matter how much obstacles you have to face. Like wad my sec 3 science teacher stressed us about; PASSION! haha (:

Well then, i guess im fortunate to take up chores innitially as retailing promoter sales and then followed by admin job. Yup, the both of it were actually parts of my dream careers. For i actually fantasise of running my own businees in the near future (:
Hopefully these experiences im going through are well benefited for future wise.
insyaallah :)







Anw, lets get back to about the yesterdae's outing.
Straight after work at around 1230pm, i headed down to Bugis parco. Oh yea, while on the way to the train, i coincidently met MRridwan. he hasnt change any bit, still as fit as before haha.. now then i noe why its been a while since we last texted or msn-ed each other, hes actually been busily working at singpost ntuc. one dae, im sure to bring the gfs ronda-ronda there. haha =)
we definitely will caught u red handed one dae! haha =D DOTS!

And oh since i arrived at the meeting point way earlier than those biols, i actually went for window shopped alone like how i always did whenever im early. hehe. btw, window shopping alone is very much love and gerek! really. for those who have yet to try, go and try and im sure ull super love it. hehe (:

When everyone has gathered together, we all then walked down to shaw towers to catch the AVP2. However i-donno-what-happen, the four of us then headed the new shopping mall located at kallang; the nature leisure donnoe-wad via taxi. and oh, speaking of taxi, we actually took this one strange looking taxi vehicle that we thought it'd caused us a bomb.

Ain:
uncle, that colourful2 button is for wad?
uncle:
*he actually explained it to us in details, and i heard 'guest' and 'pay expensive' so i tot it was for the guest; tourist and thus, the guest which is the tourist have to pay much more expensively. that was wad i actually really tot of, initially. haha*

LOL!!!

BUT, once i got down from the taxi, i then started a chat with MRbf about how lucky i am not being the tourist of singapore because of the fares. and guess wad, hahaha he was like 'huh' giving me that look. mwahahah! and then laughters filled the air! wahh sey!

It was actually about 'GAS' not 'GUEST' lol!!
ok fine, im abit slow tt dae! hehe =D

And btw, according to the taxi driver, the taxi we took was much more cheaper compared to other usual taxis. its actually because the taxi uses something-tht-has-got-to-do-with-the-oil tht is much cheaper and also, that particular type of taxi was only 3 months since it has been released to the public and as for now, onli 30 vehicles are available to be seen around in singapor. another words, its very new. A-BROWN-COLOR-TAXI. yes yes, BROWN! :)

aliens and predator 2 was AWESOME!!
the violences were much-ly loved!
wooohoo! =))


p/s: lets make some chaos again, biols! :)

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Hoho.
im tired.
otak aku sesungguhnya jam arini!
mati. ye mati. dead! haha.
i need a survivor. penawar? LOL!
anyone? anything? DOTS!

yesterday's overtime was loved and definitely will be loved days after.
haha really. it seems like im so excited over OT. yes yes, overtime in the office was much more gerek than the usual office hour. well, as u noe OT is something which u can either do or dont. So yeap, it simply means tt not many peo will be down for OT. haha.. Thus, the environment will surely be more peaceful than usual. so yap, thts the reason why im simply so in love getting down for OT! haha =D

Well, speaking of which; OT and such, this admin work im in right now is really liked and favoured. but just as a part time job only. im so not gonna be in this paste for e rest of the future career of mine. this is just the beginning. experience is actually wad i badly wanted. It reallie teaches me alot about working world, wads the feeling working with peo whos way older than u and from different woks of life. And e most crucially part is tht how businesses are run for instance wad actually will happen and wad must be done if this company wanna buy things from other company etc sounds easy but many things have to be arranged before everything is done, settled. haha

p/s: sesungguhnya mcm2 karenah org ade kat dunia nie.. haha.. kelakar btol la dorang.. haha

Anw, i suddenly thought tht fantasies and dreams are bullshit, when i actually favoured them much, way before. they are real FAKE! period!
p/s: fantasies/dreams lover, no offence (:



SMS recieved:

Hyrul:
Aeynn gaji da masuk! haha woohoo

Wahlou ehh!! my pay belom masuk2 lg nie!!! aiyaaa!!!
geraaam oi! MRhyrul must be a very very happy person todae! haha =D

MRbf:
U, dlm al ur gifts 4 me, i treasure the most is your love. But for an item, i treasure riji e most.

Aww, i was packing my things for home when i actually read the sms. and yes like wad u have thought, i was smiling from ear to ear. hehe

dear you, my most treasured gifts from you is ur hug
for from those hugs uve given me,
i could actually feel the love, the warmths and the care&concern from u towards me (:

i love you (:

Sunday, January 6, 2008

ps: i hope u like it eventho it may not look tht perfect :)


Slept at around 10pm e day before and woke up at the same timing this morn. ironic, for usually ill be sleeping at around 1 to 2am and will somehow wake up at approx 8am the next morn. haha lol

Anw, yesterdae's work was abit chaotic for some days ago, i made some mistakes and therefore, i need to mend them before the whoever finds out. fortunately kak dirah was there to help me out. i apologise for the mess, akak =)
but then again, il sure not to repeat the same mistakes in my 2nd week of the job. as onli now then i understood on wats the do and dont-s. hehe

Straight after work, i headed pasir ris whitesand. Since my time arrived was way earlier than the time meeting MRbf, i went for window-shopped alone whilst waiting for his arrival.
So yup, that was when i saw this magnificent handbag! hell yea! im so gonna purchase it one day! =D

about 45 mins later, the Love arrived and the both of us then proceeded to Changi beach via 89. yay! for u noe wad, its been a longg longg time since i headed there. hehe

I have fun! reallie.
I shall now then let the pictures say it all =))
And oh yes, the jacket i wore was MRbf's. he actually insisted me on wearing it since my blouse collar was somehow obseen due to the wind, blowing it up. thanks eh wind! herh!
Still, i have fun wearing the jacket! haha =DD







While we were camwhoring at e beach, we sempat played the marble game. haha..
According to MRbf, its an old game where onli certain peo knew how the game played.
Despite being taught only for a few min, i won him! haha..
yay to me!! =D again, haha =p




After Changi beach, we then took bus 9 to simei banquet to have our late lunch.
From there we both headed Bugis parco by train to action city since MRbf wanna buy Riji for her 2 younger siblings as the moment the kids saw riji, they actually fall for it haha

yes, riji is tht cute!! haha :)





See, isnt it cute??
i told you =D
yes, like i say before in my previous entry, the smiles on riji's face resembles the smiles in emieyn's love relationship :)

We then proceeded to tamp giant after bugis since MRbf wanna buy me 'the lion king' movie.
why lion king? haha im sure u peo will be asking this ques...

well, there was a dae, i expressed it out all to him about my worrisome of the past-come-back for i cant seem to let go of the past black memories. So thus tht was when he insisted to buy me tht movie for theres a scene from the movie tht will teach me on how to leave the past and concentrate on the future. how sweet! :)
thanks love <3
YES, I HAVE A WONDERFUL FUN DAE TODAE!!

msg recieved:
i hope u ada a wonderful day today. ni i leh lakukan sekali sekala je. kalau evrytime, nnti jd boring.

i actually understood what he was refering at. Hes now very busy with his school and me with my work. And thus, he wants the both of us to concentrate on the impt things first before our relationship for the sake of the future wise. also, i knew tht he was somehow trying to say tht even how far the both of us are, we're still united as one at heart.
kan kan haha?

once again, im touched! :)

Friday, January 4, 2008

it was already a week since i say a very goodbye to action city and also a big hello to admin job.
Fast, dont u think?
it was felt like as though its the end of the december month of 07 when NOW it has already reached the 4th of jan 08.. realli, tht was fast. very fast.

tup tap tup tap, nanti dah olevel result, which olso means, its my 2nd pay of the 2nd job during the break vacation hohoho! =DD

Anw, todae was tiring.
yes, im deadly fatigue!
My back and neck was aching till now.
But at the end of the dae, i was really satisfied for ive learnt and understood quite alot of thing.
andand, one new thing tht i learnt todae was mailing.
i think im beginning to fall for it. haha
but sadly, it'l onli be done on fridae where everything from the beginning of the week will be packed and mailed together.
overall, i love my job (:
;my part-time-experience dream job; admin (=

(yesyes, i was reallie wanting to experience this type of job since young, perhaps around 7 or 8 years old that i actually played office scene with both kaseh and izan. me, being the boss and they as my workers. to make it look more surreal, guess wad? i bought a so-called-like-cheque from the mama shop and assumed tht it was real and not onli tht, i even took the paper-documents which were thrown near the lift by my neighbour and feigned them as invoices and account documents. LOL! haha.. and yes, tht was my childhood play. i dont play games. i dont play barbie dolls. i played that scene. if ure wondering where on earth did i ever manage to get tht type of a scene-game idea.. well actually, malay dramas from malaysia which have content about business life was the one which makes the interest of such thing grow in me)

Thus, thts the reason why if possible, i wanna opt for business courses and be a successful business woman in future (:
insyaallah :)

Anw..
was messaging the MRbf this morning before heading kallang for work while he, otw to sch.
He then replied me something which reallie made my dae.
yes, i was rejoiced upon reading it :)

Days ago.. 1st of january 2008.

ain:
u.. ive got smtg for u. but im sorry if its lame. tapi, it realli has smtg to do with our relationship.
the smile on its face resembles the smile of our love. pls take care of it. pls do.

The bf dint gv any good response on tht dae. instead, he made fun of it. hmphhh! but still, he accepted the gift. yay! =)

And then, miraculously, he replied to it todae. haha =)

MRbf:
u, tanx 4 riji. nope, riji not lame k. i like it. mwarks.

if onli, if onli tht kiss was meant to be a real one.. haha lol!
k fine, ain da tersengih sorangsorang ni! haha..

i wanna sleeep!
nights!

tomorow working hours from 830 to 1230. OT to perhaps 2.
then.. out to date wit the MRlove!
yeyyy!! =DD

im excited! :)

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

See the sentences prited on MRbf's shirt?
Yes! thts the motto im living with!
Also theres another motto of mine which ive been dwelling with all this while.

• NO one is above you UNLESS you let them be
• Im not fear. I like challenges.

It started off with a great great outing!
i was already excited to meet MRbf tht i straight away took my shower once i was awaken by his SMS. hehe.
And then, ibu came to me and asked me what clothes i wanna wear so tht she could iron them for me since shes free at home at tht point.

Ibu:
kak, akak nk pakai baju ape? nnti ibu gosokkan.
me:
err.. arini akak nk pakai tudung. merah. baju merah tuu.
ibu:
kak, kau ni tk betol la. satu hari pki satu hari tak. nk pki, pki terus la.

Gosh! what a say. haha

But really. i actually hate doing tht stuffs. Like i say in my way previous post, deep inside i wanna wear it. i realli want to. However, i need some time more before i could proceed on to tt intention of mine peacefully. Yes, i noe its a sin not wearing it but i just need some time more. I wan it to be like my full routine for instance even if i walk down to the void deck, i'd still put it on. i don wanna be like now if i start fully wearing it, where at this point i wear and not at the other point of time, like wad some peo did. well, if u get what i mean, ull understand.

Anyway, i was supposed to meet MRbf at pasiris but he ended up fetching me from my place. how sweet! (:

We then headed AMK hub via 25. Once we had allighted at our destination, the both of us went hunting for foods but sadly, nothing seemed delightful to us. Thus, we went out from tht mall and shared both hog dog roll and sardine pie together which were bought from polar. After which we ate ice cream from the ice cream man. hehe.. =)

Still, the grumbles in our stomach dont seem to fade off. Hence, we then took bus 135 to Marine parade. And ohh, i was just pleading the BF to fetch me from work once he had passed his bike PT this 14th feb wit his own transport. After that, the building which im working at happened to pass by the 135 bus. haha.. awesome!
p/s: now, u don have a reason not to fetch me months later. ill wait for tht dae! save sikit duit tambang! haha!! =DD

Again, dissapointment blasted us off. The banquet was crowded with peo. Empty tables were hardly seen. sadness! Thus, we then walked to East Coast Park. But strangely, when we arrived to tht place, we attacked the arcade first. haha. Thx for the games dear love. Evenso, he won me all games! wad a thing! gosh!!

After game, WEIRDLY we took bus 196 to Bedok and have our DINNER instead. Lunch was used up for games. haha.. funny!
p/s: Buger king is reallie loved!

Anw, guess wad, both ibu and SISkaseh caught me and MRbf red handed while we were dining at BK. haha! greatness! LOL! (:
Ibu then left the both of us alone together and walked home with SISkaseh after which. haha! :)

Overall, it was really a very fun dae todae.
Outing with the boifriend is reallie such a happy moment eventho sometimes, 'troubles' may occur.
haha but i believe those heart tears wrenching moments are the one which will pull lovers closer together :)

Goodnight!

I JUST REALISED THT IVE REACHED 17! HAHAA!
MRBF'S FINALLY 20! MWAHAHAHA! lol

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEO!

EYN AEYNN

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