Friday, June 20, 2008

First and Foremost,
Happy 20th Birthday MRazeez! =DD



Guess what, popular is having a GREAT GOOD SALES at Pasir ris White sands! Yay!
And we caught sight of the interesting things which Elfyee came out with a brilliant point on it! lol!



Elfyee's WEDDING transportation, where she&herBELOVED hubby could fly over the moon of love, TOGETHER HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. woohoo! LOL! :p haha



To MRSazeez, u should consider urself a LUCKY chap as MRazeez really spent his QUALITY time, traveling from SIMEI to PASIRIS WHITESAND just to PICK OUT the place of e wedding's ceremony where it'd be held in SYDNEY'S OPERA HOUSE. hahaahahha! LOL!



AND ohh, what about this GORGEOUS THING ABOVE? hehe..
Peo, u noe what, THIS IS THE PLACE WHERE BOTH ME AND MY DEAREST hubby's wedding ceremony will take place, NINE YEARS DOWN THE ROAD! sail here, sail there, with the cooling breeze touches out mere skin with soothes and solacement.. woohoo..



From whitesand, we headed off to Downtown funky kids and played pool.
YEA, I SUCKED AT POOL! but thanks to both Azeez and Amirah for guiding me through eventho I LOST TO ELFYEE! haha..
(perhaps, the reason why i lost was BCOS my TUTOR SUCKS AT TEACHING)
hahahaha oops, jgn marah AZEEZ! haha :P

Later on, an unknown person joined us. And yea, hes Azlan. He apparenty looks like 20 but surprisingly hes 22. haha. so yea, made friends with him. i like e way he talked; a caring person though. Not long after, Dz and Wan came. And that was when both Mira and Elfyee had to leave for home. While me, proceeded to MACd downtown to finish up bits more of my revision.

Bf couldnt make it on that day since he had to finish up his project which is due today. Bf, u noe what, eventhough i was upset and dissapointed somehow, im actually proud of u, very. Like what Dz told me, from ur decision not to pillion me at this period of time is simply because ure a responsible person.; u took responsibility of my safety. thanks, syg(:

While doing my work, met again with those guys.
Discussed about relationship matters with them. And Azlan adviced me to take good care of MRbf; insyaallah i will(:

Right after having their dinner, they planned to explore PASIRIS MANGROVE SWAMP. And since, curiosity got the better of me, i decided to join them. Really, it was one hell of an experience yet fascinating. I never felt that feeling ever before in my whole entire 17 years of living.

Firstly, we went to one path which in the midst of walking, azeez told us to pull back. im not sure what the reason was. most probably, he saw something. well, im sure the three of us don feel good either. and then, we walked in by the other lane. After we had reached the two pondoks, and right after Dz told us to chill there for awhile, much to our horor, we heard a strange voice. It was far but near. the voice sounded as if someone was riant hysterically but at the same time, she was as though moaning for help. Well, i donnoe. Mybe what Wan's proffered was true that the sound may be came from the escape theme park. but in the middle of the night?
Whatever it is, im not gonna question why. Its out of my concern. I shall hand this over to the righteous one, the Almighty. Furthermore, as a Muslim, its a sin to interfere with all this thing.
After which, we went out from there and got back in, using the other route.

This time round, we made a point, whereby if anything goes wrong, we'll stay with one another regardless of whatever. The way was dark, tht we had to use lights from the hp to guide us through. When we 1st entered the track, there was no sound. not a single sound. but as we moved inwards, suddenly there were sounds of the river and the small creatures were heard. It was like in the typical forest. And as we walked further in, the sounds abruptly disappeared. Tht was when i had goosebumps all over my skins. Really, i don feel good at tht point of time but fortunately, i managed to face and withstand those weird feelings with courage, by chanting some some prayers at heart.

Finally, we were safely out of that park. And thanks to Wan for keeping me company to downtown bus stop. well, that was the first time ever talking to him. all this while, i only knew facts about him from either bf or the others. haha, glad to noe u on tht day =)

Reached home exactly at e timing BF wants me to be home at. PHEW!(:
I dindt noe that Ayah's actually waiting for me at the living room. hehs. So yea, sat down with ayah and told him everything about the expedition. Initially, ayah was fuming but afterwards, after we have discussed and talked things out, ayah adviced me not to do it ever again; let the day be an experience for me since MY CURIOSITY IS ALWAYS DARN OBSTINATE.
oh yea, i love my dad to the fullest. don worry, insyallah, i wont bring shame to the family. semuanya ada batasan. lagi2 dalam pergaulan(:
insyallah, imanku akan tetap teguh.




p/s: Bf, i knew ure gonna be smouldering with anger upon reading this entry. Im sorry. Im willing to accept just any punishment from u, even if u intend to deliver a stinging slap across my face(: again, im sorry.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

HAPPY ADVANCE FATHER'S DAY, AYAH!
you're the bestest ayah one could ever had.
i love u till the end of time(:
I wont promise you anything, cos i want you to feel and see how LOVE i am towards you.
and no, thts not a promise but a desire which ill show u each every now and then.
i love you(:

i can assure u just one thing, your efforts and sacrifices for me and the family will NEVER go to waste. COS AS LONG AS IM ALIVE, ILL NEVER LET THAT TO HAPPEN! (:
Once again, thats not a promise but a desire from deep down within the heart(:
i love you!(:




HAPPY ADVANCE 16th BIRTHDAY DARLING HILDA!
MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT-WONDERFUL JOURNEY AHEAD!
AND SMILE ALWAYS.
I LOVE YOU TILL ETERNITY.
MYBE MORE THAN HILMI.. oooops! hehe ;)



Meeet FAZER.
that bloody annoying FZ150i! GRR!



i swear, Fazer was being UNKIND AND PITILESS towards me!
Damn you Fazer! Hmph! She supposed to be grateful that i actually WELCOMED her with an open arms to be in btwn US. Unfortunately, i deserved the unwanted treatment from her!
GRRR!

p/s: Fazer, the madu, isnt as kental as i thought 'she' is. hmph. nyaris2 tercampak aku. grr!

And bf is the other one, whom i felt like strangling at tht point of time.
He initially ordered me to hold him tight from behind. And i did. then after which, he told me to let off a bit. so i released a trifle of the pressure. soon after, he ordered me again, to hold him tighter.
WAH SIAN AR!
bf, u cute noe! alamaak!



The current singapore version S JIBENG! hehe ;)



The Tshirt worn by BF was a gift from me to him.
And e Blouse that i wore was from him to me.
yea, vice versa (:



LOVELY GREEN ROSE btwn the torns!
lalala~
;)

AND I LOOKED FAT ON THAT DAY.
MY HAIR WAS A TOTAL MESS.
MYBE DUE TO THE WRONG SHAMPOO USED! AHHH!

but on a happier note,
i had fun!
yea, fun BBQ-ING with e biols! haha.
BF the MAT SATE.
Azeez the MAT AYAM and the MAT UDANG.
while me the MINAH BUTTER. yea sapu-menyapu butter.
haha(:
(aku sapu2 sambil jari-jemari cekup sate kat sebelah) HAHA!!

year after year, i could feel the relationship btwn me and bf's family is growing stronger. i still rmbr those days, the very first time i met them, i was like a timid young child who had just entered a foreign school. but today, everything feels and seems different(:

Monday, June 9, 2008

Have u ever come across a situation whereby deep down, u really wanna continue blocking someone from ur conversation account. but when seeing that person came online or knew that uve been unblocked, somehow, the intention immediately laid off. have you?
That is really frustrating; yes, IS. cos till now, im still frustrated over it.
I desired to. but unfortunately, i couldnt make myself to successfully do it.
grr!

Worst, if u feel no peace seeing someone online in ur conversation account.
but, on the other hand, ull feel incomplete when tht person's out of ur thing.
pelik, tp benar. ugh! forget it.

All im craving for is a smileeeeeeeeee on my face.
like this ---> =DDDDD

on a lighter note,
I CANT WAIT TO MEET FAZER.
Yes, that FZ150i.
the thing that will take over part of my task.
and oh, e very first thing ill do is to break his 'HEAD' and 'LIMBS' apart
lol!

-may its heart(engine) wont work.
OOPS! ;)

p.s: bf, please smileeeee =DD haha

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Something i recieved from MRazeez after asking him some Sc Qns =)

Bf ever asked me once, does patience have its limits?
Well, after checking through the vid clip above, ull see how patient Nabi Muhammad was.
He was helping an old man carrying his things to the other side of the region. And along the way, the old man was cursing and swearing ''Muhammad'', saying a liar he was.
After which, while it was time for them to part away, the old man asked the earnest guy his identity. And much to his surprise, he was that ''Muhammad'' he had been damning. Eventually, he repented and embraced Islam.

p.s: i believe theres no such things as ''patience have its limits''

Hate:-
The emotion of intense dislike; a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action

Miss:-
Feel or suffer from the lack of

Diyana:
Benci sesangat2 pasal rindu.

Part of me retorted 'WAD THE HECK'
while the other part just kept mum; mulling over her opinion.

i supposed thats the best way; blocking each other from it.

Dreamt alot of things today.
Different storylines, with different people.
LOL!
but, one dream really has caught my attention.
It stopped half way. I could only read half of the msg recieved.
ARGH!!! lol

nonetheless, i always remind myself, dreams& fantasies are just games in the sleep. except for the dreams which u really desire to have for ur ambitions, then thats something which u have to quest on, no matter how stumbling block the process of achieving it is.

Lately, ive been down with tiredness, that i felt like throwing myself down on the bed.
Unfortunately, when i did that, torrent of questions will just strike upon my mind. Alot of things have to done, which are still undone! graah!

Anw, Yesterday was a.... hm.. neutral?
Eventhough i was quivering with excitement early in e morn, before that.
Well, eventually, ive spoke my say. I hope everything will turn out the way it has to be.

Like ive said, i wont interfere with any of the hidden, mystery, anonymous happenings after that day. Whatever happens, happens. ill just stay myself out of it. Fullstop.

you takecare.

Anw yea, MRazeez, thanks again for accompanying me on the phone while i was on my ride yesterday. thus, 37 minutes seemed like a 10 minute journey from bedok. haha.. thanks yea!

After which, i headed home and ate my lunch. Then, met MRazeez and went studying in the library. Later in the afternoon, after he has said his adieu, khai called me up asking if i wanna go town with him. initially, i thought of going but when come to think of my unfinished works, i turned his offer away. Its been a long long time since we caught up about each other. somehow, i really miss that guy friend of mine. The last few days, we coincidently bumped onto each other at bedok interchange, after like months of not contacting. well, should meet him one day then.

Subsequently, at 530pm, after bf has finished with his school, he met me at the library. From there, we took a scroll to the tampines mart. And that was when i suddenly broke down. thanks to his sacarstism! hmph!

ain:
(weeping&crying&sobbing away)
Bf:
of all faces uve made, the one when ure crying is the best face to look at, haha

Then he stated that he loves to make me cry just to see me crying.
GRR!!
matair gini pon ade taau! hmph! haha lol(:

But the best thing was the game 'Wars' we played.
Since each of us have our own mineral water, we look upon it as a gun and shooot splashed each other! my clothes were barely wet. And that goes the same as his. haha

Burger king was the last destination before we headed home.

thanks for everything since 2004,
and i apologise if ive hurt u in any ways.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Ive tried counting sheeps.
Ive tried shutting my eyes, and say the the night prayers over again.
Still, i cant seem to have that peaceful eternal rest.
hais.

Somehow, deep down inside, theres a mixture of feelings bottled up.
Perhaps, the trying of refrain from showing those emotions,
has actually made this pandemoniam engulfed me.
Anxious to noe what i'd be doing in 5 years down e road from now.
Worried for exams are just in a few more months.
Excited to revise a new topic when e morn arrives.

Sometimes, whenever these feelings overpowered me, i'd tend to do everything at one go.
Like for instance now, i really feel like doing all the 10-years series for all subjects within a night.
I noe thats incredibly ridiculous. But like what ive said at the above, im worried if i cant complete any of it. and on the other hand, im utterly excited to finish up everything. AND most imptly, im anxious to noe the outcome ill get in months time, when the results are released.

Well, i really don wish dreams to become just a dream.
And since i cant get myself to sleep, i shall better off practice my accounts. Prolly, tht would get me to lullaby soon! pray for me! for i effingly need by beauty sleeep but it seems like it is to no avail. grr!

EYN AEYNN

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