Sunday, October 21, 2007
Well, i have to agree that NOT all Scarf girls are naturely good at heart.
Sometimes they may be WORST than the girls without wearing scarfs!
ps: im saying about CERTAIN girls with scarfs; not all (: for they wear scarf for the sake of wearing. (perhaps, they were forced to, i donno) I put down my ego by telling her that perhaps this eid mubarak may be the witness of our 'forgive and forget' about whatever that had happened btween me, her and MRbf all this years,
despite knowing that shes the one who had made up the hell lot of chaos since the beginning. Inspite of seeking for forgiveness and try to mend each and every single wrong doings, she replied me with "uhhh.. ryte..''
(perhaps she thought that my says what jus a piece of shit or prolly she was too serious thinking of the negative side that she guessed this will never happen) lol!
p/s: dear miss, you noe what, sometimes i wonder if 'positive-attitude' is in you. or perhaps, are u trying to tell peo that u are a sort of person whos always give up on urself by carrying a negative attitude in you? whatever it is, remember one thing. sometimes we have to fade the negative thinking in us and let the positive thinking takes place in our mind. By then, the life of ours will be more meaningful and joy.
(if u noe what i mean coz i trueli understand what u mean from the reply of urs!)And oh, adding to that, sometimes i wonder if this kind of people know what respect is. or perhaps, they do not what respect is all about. prolly they only knew respect by the name but NOT by the meaning. And its very sad to know that this kind of peo do exist. and the best part is, they look genuinely NICE on the outside. Sometimes i wonder if they ever look into themself and ask a personal question,
"Do i act the way i should be like how i present myself to the public?" or "
Is there any way that i did or someting in my character that is contradict to how i present myself to the world?" Well, i do wonder you noe.
I was trying to resolve the hatreds and the misunderstanding. Eventho i noe i wasnt at fault. i didnt create this misery initially. Still, as a friend or perhaps as human being, i took the responsibility to tell her that let bygones be bygones. And YES, well-manneredly, i treated her as my friend. i showed her respect like how i did to others. But what i got in return was... " hey ghurl..." Not once. Not twice. But severals. And hey! i got a name, mind you. what if i were to call u.. ''hey ghurl.." or " eh pompan.."
To be honest, i reallie despise this kind of ill-mannered peo. And hell yeah! ur personallity is truely contradict to how u present urself to the public. i did say this once in my previous blog. now, im saying it again for the second time. And now, i realle have lost my respect for you. TOTALLY!
And.. i noe very well that u are trying to be on top of me.. to tell me that " hey im way better than u" but hello! ive olways been sticking to a philosophy which says "NO ONE IS BETTER THAN U UNLESS U LET THEM BE" and.. yes! im still sticking to it. so DONT ever try to ruin my life EVER again. U did it once. u did it Twice. And i gave in with the thought that lets forgive and forget but now.. im sorrie. uve just ruined my respect for you, GHURL!
I can go on and on.. but im not that mean like some peo (:
When time is right ♥
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