Tuesday, November 6, 2007
kini baru aku sedar yang selama ini aku tewas untuk membezakan di antara kaca dan permata.
now then i realized who my true friends are
like what azeez&hilmi said the other day..
true friends are not based on how long the friendship has built.
it is rather more on the quality which consists of respect and much understanding.
ive read two responses from 2 different parties.
one is full of own negative assumption and critism without annalysing what i actually gone through now.
And another is full of understanding w/o any own judgement of hatreds. basically e response shows respects towards friendship.
to miss N:
p/s: if ure reallie my true friend, ull understand me. and.. kenapeaku tkpilih kwn hari tu... knape aku chose to give up on my friendship dgn dorang jugak. pasal aku still ade fikir tuk kau. kalau kau perasan. tkde org kat class kite yg suke kau. tp aku took the challenge to be neutral walaupon aku tau thts a disadvantage for me. pasal aku da lame kenal kau. aku da lama kwn dgn kau. tu pasal aku tkhiraukan dgn kata2 dorang. aku still went on frendship aku dgn kau. tp.. u made up ur own conclusion. aku pon boleh pegi kat kwn2 lain. selain kau.. aku still ade kwn lain jugak whos always there for me.. tp knape.. knpe aku still berdoa supaya persahabatan kite org akan kembali bersinar macam dulu? pasal aku syg korang.. kite da went tru alot together.. tp kau anggap ni semua mcm satu 'pembastard' dari aku pasal studies. hey.. what are u trying to say nie? aku dtg kat kau bile aku nk.. dan aku pegi bile aku tknk? kalau ye aku mcm g2.. aku tkkan kisah pasal kau.. dan tros balik dgn dorang tp aku chose not to pasal aku tknk sakitkan hati mane2 pihak. thanks ar kwn.. thanks alot. di sini saje persahabatan kite! sesungguhnya aku kesal kerana aku da sememangnya salah membezakan di antara kaca dan permata!
to miss W:
i apologise for the mistakes i did.
aku tau aku tksepatutnya tinggalkan persahabatan kite org mcm tu je.
responses kau reallie buat aku tersentak and shed tears.
u noe u reallie undertand me :)
eventhough aku baru je start rapat dgn kau within this two years,
tp aku tau bonding aku dgn kau mmg rapat.
im sorrie..
sesungguhnya aku salah pilih kwn.
to miss D:
ure olways there for me.
walaupon mcm mane aku sakitkan hati kau..
kau ttp bersabar.
u noe when u told me "ape pon aku ttp dgn kau dan aku tkkan biarkan kau keseorangn"..
it reallie touches my heart.
i appologies for evrything.
slepas ni aku pasti tkde halangn yg akan menganggu ketenteraman friendship kite :)
to both miss W and D:
aku btol2 appologise for e evrything..
NP red camp nk dekat kan..
hopefully kite org can click on well that dae..
and Miss W..
aku rasa aku da bnyk panggil kau W..
hehe.. jd satu ari aku treat ehh! :D
When time is right ♥
6:22 PM
