2nd entry for the day.
was veritably bored, siting at home todae.
but then again, there isnt any mood to go out and have fun.
thus, all i did this morn was to read books about Prophets and anything got to do with Islam. yea, since there are plenty of such books in my house, why not i start reading them again like how i used to when i was little.

Anyway.. i suddenly felt the urge to start wearing tudung.
but sadly, im not ready yet. still, i realli have the interest.
whenever i see gurls with tudung, i admired them enviously.
Deep down my heart, i realli wanna start wearing it.
but somehow, im just not yet ready. well if u noe what i mean, ull understand. hopefulli, this's a good sign for me to fully wear tudung when im fully ready. for i donwana be forced to wear it. for if i wanna wear, i want it to be realie from the bottom of my heart and its really from my own genuine self's desire.

and due to the strong interest of wearing scarfs, i actually spent an hour or so wearing it in my room. and then, joyous feeling came within me.
see, ill always feel gleefully excited when talking about scarfs or while try putting it on me as one of my attire.

but then again, i just felt tht im not yet ready. and i donno why.

ayah&ibu often remind me, wear tudung when ure really fully ready. its no use wearing it for some hidden purposes for ull eventually stop and its not a good thing.

thanks for the understanding my lovely parents, despite wanting me to wear it before you (:
hopefully, soon years later, il be fully geared up.