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Monday, May 19, 2008


Vesak day today, marks a holiday.
Also, A HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YANA(:
i apologise for being unavailable today as theres a family reunion at grandma's house afterwards.
May u have a bright day ahead(:
God bless you =)

Anyway.. yea, an hour ago, i was in my room standing, peeping out my head through the window.
I saw a group of elderly siting around in the public-hut. They seemed elated. cheerful. joy.
im joyously happy for them. literally.

And then suddenly, an image just popped out in my head. That aunty. that aunty whom i'd always seen strewing around looking for things from bins. She's apparently in her late 50s.
Whenever i see her digging things from the bin, my heart would sank. I was taken aback tht despite being at an old age which supposedly be a golden moment for her, she still going on, doing all these stuffs to support herself. Sadness, sorrows, sympathy engulfed me.

If only i could do smtg, i would love to help and make a difference in peo life. Well, mybe for now, at this age, all i could do is to hope and wish her happiness. Perhaps, if i were given an opportunity again, i would love to help them carry their stuffs or smtg which could lead us to some verbal communication, like how i used to when i was in sec 2.

i was on my way home from school. i then saw this one elderly having some problem, carrying her stuffs. So i approached her and gave her a hand to her house. Well, yea, we chatted while on our way. And from there, i started to learn how life is like being alone during the golden age.

I felt much relieved and eased when talking to the elderly. Somehow, by looking at them, it gives me the feeling of joy and happiness.
i wish.. i wish to work in a place where theres full of elderly, one day(:

p/s: im missing my late maternal grandma tht i dreamt, petting her to sleep the night before.

I don wish to lose grandpa at any time sooner. Something which ive been pondering about time and again. I love him(abah) just like i love grandma(mama).
Also, not even losing my paternal grandma(nenek). i love her too eventhough we only started, getting closer to each other after the last breathe of mama. I don wish to lose them. Well, then again, if it were meant to be at any time sooner, im sure, the Almighty loves them more.

When time is right ♥
2:11 PM