Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Ive tried counting sheeps.
Ive tried shutting my eyes, and say the the night prayers over again.
Still, i cant seem to have that peaceful eternal rest.
hais.
Somehow, deep down inside, theres a mixture of feelings bottled up.
Perhaps, the trying of refrain from showing those emotions,
has actually made this pandemoniam engulfed me.
Anxious to noe what i'd be doing in 5 years down e road from now.
Worried for exams are just in a few more months.
Excited to revise a new topic when e morn arrives.
Sometimes, whenever these feelings overpowered me, i'd tend to do everything at one go.
Like for instance now, i really feel like doing all the 10-years series for all subjects within a night.
I noe thats incredibly ridiculous. But like what ive said at the above, im
worried if i cant complete any of it. and on the other hand, im utterly
excited to finish up everything. AND most imptly, im
anxious to noe the outcome ill get in months time, when the results are released.
Well, i really don wish dreams to become just a dream.And since i cant get myself to sleep, i shall better off practice my accounts. Prolly, tht would get me to lullaby soon! pray for me! for i effingly need by beauty sleeep but it seems like it is to no avail. grr!
When time is right ♥
1:08 AM